So tonight at Refuge I realized that there are certain things in my life that I'm just not putting in God's hands. Some of these things I have been working on them and some of them... well I guess I thought I could deal with on my own.
About four months ago I came in contact with a man who was a preacher we talked and for encouragement he told me to look up Jeremiah 29:11-14. That night I came home and put it on my wall right next to my bed so that I would remember this promise. "For I know the plans I have for you..."
Tonight after a very great night my tire died and I think that it was like the straw that broke the camels back. I was sad, embarrassed and by that point I just wanted to go home and sleep.
I finally made it home after the wonderful help of three guys from the church. I laid down and turned on K love and "You raise me up" by Selah was on. So, I instantly started crying and then I looked up and saw my piece of paper with Jeremiah 29 written on it.
I am not sure why I doubt Gods abilities sometimes but right now I am humbled by Him...
Goodnight...
